納蘭公子的美詞

采桑子--而今才道當時錯，心緒凄迷。紅淚偷垂，滿眼春風百事非。情知此后來無計，強說歡期。一別如斯，落盡梨花月又西。

主禱文，適我愿兮

我父在天， 願爾名聖，爾國臨格， 爾旨得成，在地若天。 所需之糧，今日賜我。 我免人負，求免我負。 俾勿我试，拯我出惡， 以國權榮，皆爾所有， 爰及世世，誠心所願。
Pater noster, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum; adveniat regnum tuum;
fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo, et in terra. Panem nostrum cotidianum da nobis hodie; et dimitte nobis debita nostra, sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris; et ne nos inducas in tentationem; sed libera nos a malo. Amen.

奇遇的一天

今天的布鲁塞尔少有的阳光明媚，挣扎着起了床和同学一起奔赴一场中欧战略对话峰会。会议在欧洲议会旁边的一个美丽的利奥普公园的图书馆里举行。我们去的有点晚了，可门口还站着好多人等着进去，因为里面已经挤满人了，连站的地方都没有。真想不到这个会议这么多人感兴趣。过了会儿，被服务员见缝插针的插进楼上的位置。于是开始拿笔做起记录，政治真是让我头疼的东西，很多都没听懂！到了十一点喝咖啡的时间，我们被人群涌进了楼下咖啡馆。奇遇的一天开始了，我撞上了去年在世界储蓄银行协会工作的同事，聊了两句，又碰上了大概有六年没见的一个德国朋友，这位国际友人是我以前读大学时在越南认识的路人甲,路人甲还是那么玉树临风。他第一个反应就说：今天太疯狂了。叙旧了好久，发现这位国际友人居然也学中文。直到钟声响起，被服务员赶上楼了。中文的市场真是越来越大啊，不过我也更喜欢说中文，没英文那么容易腻～。不过最近我教中文时水平下降啊，经常写不出字来，因为好久没用中文写作了，我的学生还笑我，边教中文还要边翻字典～。

Total depravity+Irresistible grace

I miss Burma!

Biblical regeneration/圣经中的重生

The hand of the LORD was upon me, and he brought me out by the Spirit of the LORD and set me in the middle of a valley; it was full of bones.He led me back and forth among them, and I saw a great many bones on the floor of the valley, bones that were very dry.He asked me, "Son of man, can these bones live?" I said, "O Sovereign LORD, you alone know." Then he said to me, "Prophesy to these bones and say to them, 'Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD! This is what the Sovereign LORD says to these bones: I will make breath enter you, and you will come to life. I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you will know that I am the LORD.' " So I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone. I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them. Then he said to me, "Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, 'This is what the Sovereign LORD says: Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe into these slain, that they may live.' " So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army. Then he said to me: "Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They say, 'Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.' Therefore prophesy and say to them: 'This is what the Sovereign LORD says: O my people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel.Then you, my people, will know that I am the LORD, when I open your graves and bring you up from them.I will put my Spirit in you and you will live, and I will settle you in your own land. Then you will know that I the LORD have spoken, and I have done it, declares the LORD.' " 【Ezekiel 】耶和华的灵降在我身上。耶和华藉他的灵带我出去，将我放在平原中。这平原遍满骸骨。他使我从骸骨的四围经过，谁知在平原的骸骨甚多，而且极其枯乾。他对我说，人子阿，这些骸骨能复活麽。我说，主耶和华阿，你是知道的。他又对我说，你向这些骸骨发预言说，枯乾的骸骨阿，要听耶和华的话。主耶和华对这些骸骨如此说，我必使气息进入你们里面，你们就要活了。我必给你们加上筋，使你们长肉，又将皮遮蔽你们，使气息进入你们里面，你们就要活了。你们便知道我是耶和华。于是，我遵命说预言。正说预言的时候，不料，有响声，有地震。骨与骨互相联络。我观看，见骸骨上有筋，也长了肉，又有皮遮蔽其上，只是还没有气息。主对我说，"人子阿，你要发预言，向风发预言，说主耶和华如此说，气息阿，要从四方（方原文作风）而来，吹在这些被杀的人身上，使他们活了。于是我遵命说预言，气息就进入骸骨，骸骨便活了，并且站起来，成为极大的军队。主对我说，人子阿，这些骸骨就是以色列全家。他们说，我们的骨头枯乾了，我们的指望失去了，我们灭绝净尽了。所以你要发预言对他们说，主耶和华如此说，我的民哪，我必开你们的坟墓，使你们从坟墓中出来，领你们进入以色列地。我的民哪，我开你们的坟墓，使你们从坟墓中出来，你们就知道我是耶和华。我必将我的灵放在你们里面，你们就要活了。我将你们安置在本地，你们就知道我耶和华如此说，也如此成就了。这是耶和华说的。"【以西结书】

Burmese wedding

下乡
Local wedding小孩儿

Delivering toilets on door/送厕所服务上门

A Burmese girl painted some green powder on my face and I dressed up as a Burmese woman, and pick a Burmese name, carry some Burmese books, then went to a remote village deep in the mountains with 3 of my Myanmar colleagues. The reason that I have to pretend to be Burmese is that we have to pass a check point of the central government which they don’t allow any foreigners to pass. We went to do a very interesting work in the village—teach them to build clean toilet. Villagers are so kind to prepare us very tasty dinner. However before we ate, the chief of the village has prayed for a long time, because most of the people in this village are Christians. Later I asked my colleague, what was he praying, he told me, that chief thanks God for the food, and for the latrine that they can have new toilets soon…… It was a remarkable prayer before dinner! All the houses here are huts built by bamboos, it feels so cool and fresh to be in, I called it 5 star hut, for we can see many stars in the evening. Even better than Hilton Hotel.

前天经过一番精心的乔装打扮，我的缅甸同事给我脸上涂了当地的防晒绿粉，取了个缅甸名，在车上假装读缅甸书，就上路下乡去了。此次下乡身负重任，要给村里的人送去干净的厕所。村长带头在村口迎接我们。把厕所卸下来后就进村长明亮宽敞的茅草屋里乘凉喝茶。顺便做我的问卷调查，乡亲们都好淳朴，一个字一个字认真的读，仔细的想，这种问卷质量可真是高啊！聊天过后就是吃饭，因为全村都是基督徒，饭前村长带头祷告好久，谢谢神赐饭给我们，还赐给他们那么多干净的厕所等等，真是很有趣的饭前祷告。我把他们住的茅草屋叫做五星级茅草屋，因为晚上从茅草屋可以看到很多星星，比希尔顿酒店还棒！

People waiting at clinic

Exchange needles with Injection Drug users in forest
Drug rehabilitation center
前天早上张医生请我吃了一碗缅甸的早餐，是一种豆粉，上面覆盖着厚厚一层黄色的豆油。吃的时候觉得味道香极了。可是到了中午还不饿，有如一块石头顶在胃上。到了晚上还是不饿，什么都吃不下。觉得这种早餐真是穷人的福音，一顿可以顶一两天。这里真是很遥远的山沟，贫穷落后，可是风景好美，吃的好天然。我们饭堂的菜很多都是邻居戒毒中心的人种的，他们还自己养猪，那猪真长得比人还瘦，吃的都是天然植物，喝的山上的泉水。所以这里猪肉也好香。
在这里最怕的就是被蚊子咬，一旦被咬，患疟疾的可能性极高。因为据说这里人口有70%带虫率，就是如果蚊子叮了一个带虫的人，再叮我，我就要打摆子了。所以大热天我还穿长衣长袖裹得严严实实。这几周去当地的诊所做问卷调查真是感动的鼻涕眼泪。人们都好淳朴，单纯，不会说谎，连报酬都不肯收。
Dr.Zhang has invited me for a Myanmar breakfast a few days ago. It looks and tastes so nice,it was a kind of very sticky noodle covered by a thick layer of yellow cream.After i ate this breakfast,i felt full for the whole day. It would be a real good food for poor people,because one meal can make you feel full for a whole day.Although this is a very very poor region deep in the moutain side of North Myanmar,however scenary is so natural,food is so natural!What i eat here remind me of the expensive BIO food in Europe. It's even more BIO/organic here,including wild grassroot,tree root dishes. The drug rehabilitation center is just opposite to my building,people there cultivate their crop and raise pigs,the pigs are so slim,even more slim than human,because they were feed by natural plants,and drank spring water from the mountain.Thus this pork tastes extremely delicious.
What i fear about,is the mosquitos.There're very high rate of morbidity of malaria.70% of people here got Malaria before.So all the time even in hot weather, i wear very long clothes and cover as much skin as possible.Last weeks i've been administering my questionnaires to local people in the clinic. They are so pure and kind!!!

Between the river/边界河

Needle exchange office
Today i've been running between Burma and China for a few times.In fact i had some problem with my border permit that i can't pass the check point,so i take another river way to come over to China side to check my emails.with 2 of my collegues,we crossed border by passing that small river.
因为没有办到边境证只有偷渡过去了，今天往返于中缅两边的办公室4次了。那条小河就是划分边界的线，还有人在那做背人过河的生意。我们单位的诊所在缅甸那边，吸毒的针具交换在河对岸的中国.